Aru seems…different, can’t say it’s a bad difference, truthfully I’m happy, he seems fitter, healthier then before but it’s quite obvious why and I worry about that. When I tried to question him about it he wouldn’t answer…

I feel split and I don’t like it…

Maybe I should go do some investigating on the people my lovers been around…but that would show I don’t trust him…tch.

I think I’ve been acting human for too long…and everything feels wrong at the moment…I think I’m going to go take a trip…

Aru, I came home and you weren't here? Where did you go?

Are you okay?

...I had a dream...Weird.

I think it was because Ed was dreaming it too probably thanks to this "Envy" person coming back. I still can't recall how I know that name...meh, oh well.

To answer the dreams main question; I do believe if we make a philosophers stone out of only human children it would most likely last longer.

I'm getting rather frustrated with my research...it's hard to fully see if my experiments are failing or not since I don't have Alchemy and Ed won't do it and doubtful Al would either. It's times like this when I wish Ajax was around to trick into doing it. But then again I'd have to deal with his constant annoyance of trying to kill me...*low growl* Never mind I don't want him anywhere near Aru...he can stay in whatever pit of hell he landed in.